Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Went for job interview at Airport just now.But have to wait for 2 weeks to make the pass to start working.Just like the last time i was working there.But this time round i will not be working the same job like last year.Now have to clean the aeroplane(inside it).I think it will be an easy job.There are 4 shifts but i prefer to work at night.Which will be from 11 till 7 the next morning.I'm hoping that i will be getting this job.Yeah.Outz.
11:20:00 PM;
I made my mark
Monday, November 27, 2006
Maybe i should just forget about her.Or maybe i cant forget about her?Thats the question.Haiz.How i wish that i will be given a choice on what my wish that i want.And it can be granted.But i guess that will not happen at ALL.Why must reality be harsh and cruel?Just exactly what i have done wrong till i have to receive this??Why??!!Now i could just see her only in my dreams.One way.Till here.Outz.
12:47:00 AM;
I made my mark
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Every night I pray, I'll have you here someday.I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.If I could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips I'd kissAll my only dreams. And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess. All my only dreams. Any waking hour it seems, I only have you in my dreamsSo every night I pray, I'll have you here one day.I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess. All my only dreams.
1:31:00 PM;
I made my mark
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Did nothing special today but just played soccer with Noor and the gang..Yasir came late.. 
After playing
Arrrggg..why am i missing her..help??!! Is she telling me the truth??
10:06:00 PM;
I made my mark
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Had a chalet yesterday night..was ok..the food was extemely delicous especially the Satay..it was gd..hahah..decided to stay overnight since all of my frens were going to stay..so in the night just slack, walk2 and play soccer.. in the morning, we decided to see the sunrise..my first time to see the sunrise..hahah..while waiting for the sunrise, some of us slept on the beach..what i mean is on the sand..yup2 and it includes me also..was too tired la..long time never overnight..the last time was last year around December..see how long it is..hahaaah..so later we headed home..Yasir, Ridhwan and Rahim decided to come to my house..as for Ridhwan he wanted to play Ps2 so i allowed it..as they reached home, Yasir was the first one to lie on my bed..then he slept soundly..same as me..haahh..as for Rahim and Ridhwan they played the Ps2..so here are they now at my house playing the Ps2 except for Rahim as he went home as i was sleeping..
The Name.
The sun rising.
NIce scenery.Hiaz..why am i missing her..just why..why should i miss her when i know that she is not missing me..that includes of me thinking about her every single..i told myself to stop thinking about it but i just cant..i should have done what i suppose to..arrrggghhh..and i know that she does not want us to be lyke before..all i can say now is im really sorry for what i have done but still the point of we became what we used to be will never come i guess..thats all...outz
2:31:00 PM;
I made my mark
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
1:13:00 AM;
I made my mark
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Yesterday..
I had a very tiring day..plus a gd time..went out for Hari Raya with my friends..suppose to meet at 12.40 but in the end it was about 1.15 like that..i was also late and i purposely did that because i did not want to reached the interchange first as i will feel "Paiseh" as im afraid that i will the only one wearing the Baju Kurong..hahaha..nonsense ryte..but nvm..ahaa..so after we met, went to bedok first..it was Seri's house..her mum cooked for us..good2 as i have not ate my breakfast..and i was really hungry..hahah..then to Namira's house..again her mum cooked for us..later proceed to Temasek Poly as there is a celebration for Hari Raya done by ex pasirians..at first the show was really bored one and i regret for paying $6 for the ticket but then things began to hit up..the best part was the Dikir Barat..yeah..it was a funny one..and i really mean funny..yeah u guys should have bought the ticket and watched it..ahaa..
It finished around 7..straight away went to Hazman's house as we dont wanna waste time..then to my house..whoa they so lucky ya..they ate Satay at my house..how was it? delicious?? hahah..so went to Ghazali's house..i said to him.."Ghaz, confirm mak kau order kan kite Canadian Pizza lagi nye? hahah.." as we reached there..guess what..yup the same thing happened..her mum did order pizza for us..see its true after all..just as i expected..hahah..headed to Senkang which was Nadia's house..the last one..as we reached her house it was already going to midnight..and from 9 ppl left only the 5 of us left which is Me, Ghaz, Hazman, Namira, Shikin and Nadia..left Nadia's house around 12.15 i guess so we headed home..Shikin and Namira decided to take cab home but as for us we decided to take the bus..that night was our lucky night..luckily there was a last bus heading to Pasir Ris which i think it was 88..we took it then..reached there then took 3 and stopped around Ngee Ann there..so we walk2 around there without any sense of direction..hahah..as for the pis will upload more later..
Me and Hazman.. Muke relek la..haha
Namira and Qai..
Hari Raya 2006We decided to walk to our separate ways as we planned to go home as it was already late at night..and yeah i reached home around 2 plus i think.. arrgghhh now i tink i cant play soccer for a few weeks maybe coz my right feet the bone moved a bit backward and it still hurts a bit..haiya..
Today..
I did nothing much today..studied a bit on my Science as tomorrow will be the last paper..yeah..just 1 hour of school and thats it..i can do anything i want..yeah..
And to Namira, Happy Belated Birthday..hahah..and i know that i owe u a Merci and ur birthday present..im going to get it for you but you have to be patient aite..hahah..and thanks for helping me alot with my problems..yeah..but things just turned out right between me and her..i just dont know how to say it..well that all..long enough?? see yourself..outz..
4:45:00 PM;
I made my mark
Friday, November 17, 2006
Plan was cancelled..Yasir said he will be doing it on Monday instead of today coz scared his brother scold him..haha..as for me my mum also said just on Monday after the paper ends as it will be more easier no need to spray2 all..so i said ok lor..so we plan to do it on Monday or Tuesday..yeah..gonna do it at the place where Noor said it..yaaaahhhh..yeap after the O Level finish..I just dont know where to start from it..she said that we should stop what we're having coz she does not feeling for me anymore..just because of 1 month of not meeting each other..issit really true that just for not meeting for 1 mth and this thing happen..and she said she sux at relationship..wll thats for me to judge wether she sux at it or not..but to me she is not ok because im the one feeling it..i really like her and i really do but things did not turn out right..i told myself already that if things are getting better i try my very best that we will not fight with each other often but it did not happen that way..i just tought that she will the one for me but it did not happen that way..i knew it from the start that something like this gonna happen but i just..well dont know how to describe about it..and now i have to suffer..aaarrrgghhh..i just have one word to say it..i really hate myself..I gonna play soccer with my friends ..yup..i still have the injury but who cares ryte..i dont care either..i still wanna play..worst comes to worst is that i cannot walk for a few days..so?? im stubborn..yes i am..i just dont care about myself anymore..gtg for now..outz!!
8:57:00 PM;
I made my mark
A few more days left, 1 more paper to go and its gonna be over..yeah..but im in no mood to celebrate all this..all the papers were difficult except for English and COmbined Humanities..i did not managed to complete the History paper which is source based..god help me plz..arrgghhh..im quite happy that for stuctured essay the topic i studied came out..im not looking forward in taking my results but i gonna pray hard that i will get throught..plz god help me..arrgghhh..im rally hoping that i will get through..Maybe later gonna go out with Yasir and Noor about 8..Yasir wanna dye his hair..if plan is not failed ah..as for me see first ah eh..im just in no mood ryte now..feeling depressed ryte now about the papers..im wondering what will happen..haiz..thats all as for now..will update more tonight..outz..
5:31:00 PM;
I made my mark
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Woohoo..what a rainy day..its a good time to have a sleep ryte..hahaha..just came back..went out for a while only..while on the way home it started to rain and im a bit wet only..tried to run but cant because my leg still injured..remember..hahaha..gonna study my History later on..got alot of chapter to study and also memorize..and mayb go out again after studying..im just bored la..haiya..what shoud i do eh later..hmm..a few more days left..yeah yeah..hahahaaa..In life, sometime things that you want it to happen did not turn out the way that you want it..how would you feel ah..haiz..i guess this is what happening to me..im still doutbful..should we continue and pretend nothing happen? i wanted to ask but am afraid about the answer that will be haunting me..gosh..i regard myself as stupid for what i have done..haiz..arrggghhh..Gtg for now..wanna study my history..wish me luck ya!! outz...
1:49:00 PM;
I made my mark
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Arrggghhh..my leg are still in pain..haiya..just hope it will recover soon..studied a bit on my A Maths just now..i gave up on that subject already but just study abit only..at least dont get a zero ah..hahah..while studying Noor called saying come to his house..he said that just go there slack2 only for Hari Raya or what ah..so i said okla..got food somemore to eat..if not wasted ryte..Yasir and Ridhwan was there already..so at around 7+ i got out of my house and went to his house..guess what we did there..haha..just play Winning Eleven and play with the comp..was fun though..hahah..and the food was extremely delicious..we ate Mee Goreng with chicken..delicious delicious..hahah..I said that we played Winning Eleven ryte..hmm i lose to Ridwan and Yasir but i won to Noor by just 1 goal different..again played with Yasir..this time it was a draw..haiya need to train up back to get the skill..yeap yeap after my O level..which is gonna be ssooonnn..hahha..my tutor lent me her Ps2..so gd eh..hahah..gotta sleep already..tomorrow my A Maths paper..hahah..outz..Ps: Will things get back to normal again??
12:34:00 AM;
I made my mark
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Yeah..tonight again we played streetsoccer..with Yasir, Noor and the gang..there were around 12 of us so we split into groups of 3..i still join them although my leg was still injured..how stubborn can i get huh..crazy me..hahaha..while playing just now, i kept falling for quite a number of time..my leg are just weak la..hahah..we played till 10..then after that slack for about 1 hour which is till 11..went straight home after that..I have 3 more papers left..which is my A Maths, History and COmbined Science..yeah..cant wait for the papers to finish which is next monday..i can do anyting i want after that..not coming home also can ah..hahaaah..k la..gtg for now..i wanna watch soccer maths..my team is playing..Arsenal Vs Liverpool..hahahaa..i hope that Arsenal are going to win the match..yeah..outz...
11:57:00 PM;
I made my mark
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Haiya..this Phirkhan ah problem ah..always telling me tu update..whats the problem with him ah..i know ah my English sux ryte..hhahah..i've been busy for this 1 whole week..all i did was just study and study only..haiya..soooo stress!! hahah..Just came back just now playing street soccer with Yasir, Noor and the gang..played at Simei..Aidil standard..say wanna play but in the end never come..paitao habes!!such a waste of time by just there..nvm ah..then things get worst for me..guess what..while playing a huge guy kicked my leg together with the ball..never even said sorry or something..busterd..then i have difficulty getting up just to stand back..now i can hardly walk..even a few distance is just killing me..and the pain is getting worst..arrrggghhh..also thanx to Aidil coz his the want who wanted to play there but in the end did not turn up and i suffered the injury..walau..before that my left eyes keep twitching(im not sure of the spelling) for a coulpe of days..and i know that something bad gonna happen to me..i guess the injury is what the bad thing happened to me..haiz..K la..tired already..what a long day i have..outz!!
12:50:00 AM;
I made my mark
Thursday, November 09, 2006
One word to say about the Exam...DIFFICULT!!Haiya..im feeling stress ryte now..will update more later if im free...
9:49:00 PM;
I made my mark
Saturday, November 04, 2006
2 MORE days left..Im feeling Nervous!!!Wish me Luck ya!!
2:53:00 PM;
I made my mark
What the hell is happening??Its getting on my nerve!!!Aaaarrrrggggghhh!!!DOnt know you that you aree being selfish??!!Haiz...
12:15:00 AM;
I made my mark
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Did nothing much today..i just studied the whole day..in the morning went to my tutor house to revise on my Chemistry and did a bit of practise from the 5 year series..and guess what..i was late for 1 hour..i woke up late lor..stayed late at night yesterday studying my Social Studies and watch tv..got a very interesting movie at Star Movies..but i dont watch it till it end..just watched it halfway through only..was hoping that they will show that movie again..i lost $50 as i was going home..must have dropped it while taking out my mp3..i was like wtf..$50??!!What a luck huh!!at around 4 did a bit of English..just practise je..haha..After doing English planned to go to Bedok library..i ask Wan weather he wanna follow or not and he said he was sick..hahah..and i know why he was sick..and its gonna be funny one if im going to write here but im not going to tell..tk baik nanti..hahaa..and so i just went to the library alone without him..yeap alone..i just studied there for only 2 hours..not that long ryte..practise my Maths for the paper 1..just did O Level paper 2003..was manageble..i wish the paper will be manageable for this coming MOnday..take 168 to proceed to Century Square to get a new pair of contact lense..as i was on my way home, terserempak with Restu and his girl..it has been a long time since i met him..hahaaaah..Here i am now updating and feeling bored..just finished watching Prison Break..i think they just make a perfect couple if you know what i meant and only if you watched it and get what i mean..going to continue studying my Social STudies later..i tink gonna sleep late again..and im not feeling quite ok now..having a headache..i can now feel the stressness..haiz..but who cares..just bear with it for a few weeks only and im free..yeah!! but im not looking forward to that day as i know that i will be receiving a very bad news which gonna........im not gonna explain it here..i just dont know how it got so bad..outz..And i know that you are avoiding...fine then if you wanna it..im making an effort so save this relationship but she seem not to bother about it..haiz..
11:03:00 PM;
I made my mark
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Hello thereBasically did nothing special today..i woke up early today..hmm i tink around 9.30 i guess..onlne for a while and just listened to some music..here i am now.. just finished studying my Social Studies on the chapter good governence..it took me 2 hrs to do the mindmap..took so long eh..hahah..a few more days and i will be sitting for my O Level..i just could not wait the day for the papers to end..then i can enjoy and do anyting i wanna do..but still im feeling nervous..nervous if weather for the paper is gonna be easy or difficult..gosh..tonight going to continue reading my Social Studies again..Yesterday went out with Yasir and Ridhwan to the library to study..Ridhwan and i studied Social Studies while Yasir was studying something else..Phys i guess..we were in the library around 2 hours then off to eat at Century Square..the food was ok..after that we walked for a while at TM as Wan wanted to buy necklace..mcm pompuan ah..hahaha..then off we went home..intend to study my Chemistry but changed of planned due to wanting to watch tv..i watched Saw at HBO or Star Movies..im not sure what the channel was..forget ler..but im sure its either one of them..it was a great movie and i knew that movie was shown last 2 years i think..it was great..now i wanna searchd for the dvd Saw 2 if they have..it is a continue story from Saw..yeap..I'm missing her day by day..haiz..and i just hope that she will give me a second chance..im sorry for the mistake that i have done..and was hoping that you forgive me..
6:07:00 PM;
I made my mark
